passion session.
pops, glides, waves, krumps.
then a little botting from pak.
john you're missed at session.


isaiah is emo.
and very expressive.
but when he started screaming for like an excessive period of time.
it got me thinking.
feelings just started flooding back again.


i recalled the times when TN still existed.
when we wanted to be the best there was.
when i wanted to be a top notch guitarist.
but reality checks came in more often than not.
fact is there were so many other bands and guitarists out there who had so much more skill and experience.
where did we stand.
or rather where CAN we stand.
when all the space is taken up.
i remember becoming demoralised and emo.
i even gave up the guitar for a period of time.


it sucks to know its so hard to be the best.
i just never thought of expressing my anguish the way isaiah did.
so after a while of his screaming, i started to feel his pain.
and then i started to feel my pain.
guess he finally released the emotions i kept locked in for so long.


i love my black elvis presley tie.


i know i will falter i know i will cry
i know you'll be standing by my side
its a long long journey
till i find my way home to you.

perfection at 2:57 PM